Today I went to the gym wearing my new stockings. These stockings are specially made for me. They even contain a label with my name on them. They are extremely tight and almost impossible to get in or get out. For me, they look like grandma’s stockings. I chose a pair of skin color, but they still show.
I already tried my stockings yesterday because I picked them up just before going to the gym. I wore long sports leggings over them, and that was too warm. Today I choose to wear shorter leggings from Victoria’s Secret because I need to dress like me. Even if that means I’m showing my stockings.
For three months, I gain more pain in my left leg. When the pain started, I wasn’t able to drive, bike, or walk normally. My doctor was afraid of a fourth thrombosis in my leg. In the hospital, the vascular specialist examined my vein. My pain was caused by intern scars in vain, which made transportation from fluids difficult. So fluids tend to stay between my vein and muscle. For all that time, I was in pain for 24 hours.
I continued Power Cycling. Not in the form I used to follow class, but on my own. What my body allowed me to do. Nevertheless, I was always in pain, and not knowing my borders made cycling more difficult.
Today I completed a lesson, for the first time in months, without pain.
